I’m reading “The Circlemaker” by Mark Batterson.  It’s stretching me.  I’m not a prayer warrior.  In reading it, I’ve been challenged to pray for my Jericho.  
At first, I didn’t think I really knew what my Jericho was—that thing that seemed inconceivable but that I knew God had promised.  After going back in forth in my head for the last few weeks, I think I know what it is now.
Here’s the problem:  I’m scared to name it and claim it.  What if my Jericho is not God’s Jericho?  What if He tells me “No!”  
So my faith is being stretched.  Do I truly believe God gave me this desire?  Am I willing to risk disappointment if it turns out that He does tell me “No” or “Not yet” or “THIS is what I want for you—not that.”
I don’t know yet.  So I sit and pray for stronger faith.
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