Tuesday, March 22, 2011

So much to say?

I feel like I have so much to say, but when I sit to write, nothing comes out. In my head, I have many ideas, but after running them through the filter of 1) will it embarrass my family, 2) can I REALLY be honest about that with people outside my comfort zone and 3)does it even make sense, words fail me.

I'm in a quandary here (don't you like that word? I've always wanted to use it and finally found a place where it fits). I have some heavy stuff weighing on me, but no great analogies, great scripture references or pretty bows to tie it up at the end. You know, like those kinds of movies that leave you asking lots of questions and feeling unsettled? That's where I am right now. Huh, just realized I found an analogy; maybe things are picking up and I'll have some insight at the end of the day. (Then again, I have meetings all day and soccer practice for Hope, so probably won't have much reflection time.)

So, it you have anything you want me to pontificate upon, (man! I wish I could use these words in Words with Friends!) let me know...I’m sure I’ll have an opinion.

3 comments:

Becca said...

I have read those blogs that always sound so perfectly written, tired up with a GREAT lesson or wrapped up neatly - and they all sound like they belong in a book. And it doesn't make them "real" to me.

What I love so much about people's honesty on blogs is that I can really "hear" them speaking it - I personally love to hear what people's thoughts and opinions are - roughly - not wrapped up with pretty words.

Just my opinion - I want to hear how my friend would really speak, not anything fancy -hope you feel comfortable enough to do that here.

~Becca

April said...

Yeah, what Becca said :)

Kristy said...

I love your use of big words, awesome!